It Doesn't Have To End

So I start therapy this comming friday. I hope that it will help give me the tools I need to get out of my depression. It's been so long since I have been truly happy so I really don't see how it will. I hope that I get some new wonder drug that just makes me snaop out of it. Like Zoloft or Paxil or both. Sounds great to me.

Made a new myspace, add me.



myspace.com/dance_zombie_dance

Weeelllll. It seems as though I am doing what I always do. I am not letting myself get over small stuff. The other day this guy came into my work and wanted to buy somehting. He called ahead earlier and asked if we had it, I responded positively and then when he came in he relized that the price was higher then he expected so, he became frustrated and decided to call ME a "stupid-ass". That really upset me. I think that its that kind of stuff that just really sucks. It kinda has made me feel like I like my job less, and MY JOB FREAKING ROCKS!!! That guy was a douchebag, but it sttill really hurt my feelings. Am I being a baby?

so its so strange how you could feel sad for no reason, or so you thought, and then you realize why you have been feeling sad. I am tired of being guilted by my mother. I will never guilt my kids. Her doin this has completely skewed the way I look at myself and th eway I think. It ridiculous. I am so sad

I am tired of it. Anyone else?

So How Is Everyone doing on this fine tuesday night?

Damn. I am so tired of people complaining about everything. I also think it's funny that I am complaing about complaints. haha. But anyways, I really am tired of hearing stupid complaints about stpid things. hahah.Stupid Stupid Stupid

what do you think?

DAAAANNNNG! Improv went so well today. It seemed like every one had a lot of fun and if they didn't they sure seemed like it. And a lot of people came today too. I am so glad that this year's Imprv is turning out to be soo sweet. It's too exciting. I hope that you guys come to Improv shows and such as well. It would make me too happy:)

So I am going to graduate on time this year. It is going to be a big pain in the ass but, I think I can do it. I have a class before school and after school. and on wednesdays I am the captain of the improv team after school, which is pretty cool but just adds to the workload. So if anyone is good at geo or chem. you should totally be my tutor. cause this is my last chance. And I need all the help I can get.

hey I have cloase to one-thousand cats. and I don't like picking up all the poop. if anyone is interested just let me know. It's pretty lame. but the cats are nice, the poop... not so much.

people fight way too much

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